izzit me is not a good bf??

this post i think very long i dono wan to post or not...
but i hope that u see this post...
from that day u say u got bf i very sad til today...
everyday i dont dare to sleep i scare u will leave me now...
actually my heart is still with u but i dowan see u everyday no mood because of me...
so i told u that i leave u n be ur fren...
actually is not i this few day keep think that u will come back to me...
and i hope u happy...
cause i like to see u smile but sumtime u angry me is because u care of me...
i know what u angry with but i still do...
i dono why am i so stupid know u dont like but still do...
but sumtime i ask u u still love me...
i know u will say no!!!
cause u bluff urself n wanted to bluff me...
ok fine if u really think that u happy with bluffing ur self n bluff hold world then is ok..
today i write this is because i hope that u will come back to my side let me hold u tide...
everyday i just hope that i can pei u more...
i dowan argue with u anymore..
but when u no mood u will argue with me i dono how...
sumtime i wan make u happy but is wrong cause u will argue with me that time...
yesterday...i say that word is because i dowan see u sad anymore...
but u told me u quarrel with ur __ if u see u know ba...
i really dowan see u sad...i very worry about u...
i wan care u more
i wan be back ur heard de that goh kok yam...
i wont give up...
cause i cant give up
the reason i wont give up is
i love you...
hope that u see my blog n give me the chance to chase u back...