how to solve this problem..i hate this...everyday making me sad..

this few day i am think this question
"i need to choose who n i dowan hurt anyone"
how i can do??
anyone can teach me or not..
i very xin ku...
i hope that got sumthing can help me...
or help me forget all about u two...
actually i love de is still W...
but i still love K..
wat is my heart thinking
why i so selfish..
1 people love two person??
who is the real wan who love me n care me more i dono
just know i love they two
how who can teach me??
if no me i think they two will feel better then now..
i hope that god give me 1 ans to put down or i leave they two??
i really hope that i can put down they two n tell them i am sorry
i hope that they two without me is more happy then have me...
i just din hope my life is better i hope they happy
if god wan me shorter my life to make them happy i will....
cause is me make them sad...although K dono me still love W
but W already know...
i really very regret wat have i done...
i hope i really need the time to make them hate me...
i really hope all of u hate me too...
i am sorry i know this sorry cant make the hurt build back the heart u got...
but i hope wat i do is try to not hurt u two too much...
i will leave u two ba...
i hope i can do this.. my heart always think of u two..
but i just need more time

i going to leave u le...

today i write this is because i going to leave u le
actually my heart i dowan leave
but i have to
cause i dowan u fan
i dowan see u so angry of me
i dowan see u like this
i leave is because of you
i never think i will give up
and i wont give up also...
but i need to leave u now..
i wont disturb u anymore...
from now i wont reply u wont fan u le...
this is wat u wan rite??
ok i promise u...

izzit me is not a good bf??

this post i think very long i dono wan to post or not...
but i hope that u see this post...
from that day u say u got bf i very sad til today...
everyday i dont dare to sleep i scare u will leave me now...
actually my heart is still with u but i dowan see u everyday no mood because of me...
so i told u that i leave u n be ur fren...
actually is not i this few day keep think that u will come back to me...
and i hope u happy...
cause i like to see u smile but sumtime u angry me is because u care of me...
i know what u angry with but i still do...
i dono why am i so stupid know u dont like but still do...
but sumtime i ask u u still love me...
i know u will say no!!!
cause u bluff urself n wanted to bluff me...
ok fine if u really think that u happy with bluffing ur self n bluff hold world then is ok..
today i write this is because i hope that u will come back to my side let me hold u tide...
everyday i just hope that i can pei u more...
i dowan argue with u anymore..
but when u no mood u will argue with me i dono how...
sumtime i wan make u happy but is wrong cause u will argue with me that time...
yesterday...i say that word is because i dowan see u sad anymore...
but u told me u quarrel with ur __ if u see u know ba...
i really dowan see u sad...i very worry about u...
i wan care u more
i wan be back ur heard de that goh kok yam...
i wont give up...
cause i cant give up
the reason i wont give up is
i love you...
hope that u see my blog n give me the chance to chase u back...

love

love is a difficult thing to me..

i also don't why

but i just wan to tell that love din have correct or wrong

is just see the people love u or not

sumtime is because thing that happen u will choose to break

but the person don't that u because that thing only u choose to break

but how hard u love a person i think that u know yourself

just that if u told out will feel better then u told her

if u keep also doens't use

but some of them will keep cause they are too shy to tell out

some of them wont tell the true to them

and some are lier

i just wan to know how din't the think will go on next

i write this is because i hate myself now..

missing u in 1 week le...

everyday missing u...
but i cant do anything
cause i have to just love u at a side..
see u happy see u smile only..
wat can i do???
everyday i cant sleep because of missing u..
maybe i am very regret
bit i still have to go by this way...
i wan u study hard...
anyway hope u study hard happy healty...
i break maybe is cause i love u too much..
but have to leave u
cause i hope u understand that me wan u do wat me wan u understand wat i did
cause i hope u study hard only think of me...
hope u know that i love de is u

am i regret???

i dono now i doing wat n i dono i do it correct or not

but i can say i because of her only do this comfirm

cause i wan she study

i really dono wat i thinking

but i this if i not wan with her back

is hard but i just wan she study 1 dont think me so much

but now i feel she dont know wat i think

my heart is miss her is very sad too

but i have to choose this way

i dowan because of myself put her study away

maybe i should let her go...

that y i tell her to break...

but she dont understand wat i thinking

but i think 1 day she will know wat i do is for her good...

now i got abit regret choose to let her go

but i have to do this..

cause i love de is her...

wat ever can make her happy can make her success

i can put me away...

i have to go by this way i think...

maybe i can care her using 1 way

is ask her fren about her... i think this is the better way i know...

i miss you

i this few day cant sleep well

cause everyday think of u

and summore i always wake up i see my phone

cause before u go ns u always very early wake up n msg me

everyday i see the phone also no msg

i am sad because cant pei u but my heart is always with u...

i keep waiting the time pass cause i wan saturday cause saturday i can talk to u

but the time pass so slow

i still will wait u

when i go out

i can just forget the time go

but also still miss u

wat can i do??

can someone teach me??

i wait n wait n wait

i very miss her..

everyday worry n miss about her..

wat can i do for her..???

i go out just dont think but go back home also will think

why will like that??

i very worry about her....

sweet moment

last sunday...

i was hang out...

i feel very happy...

i also dono why...

haha

maybe is too happy to see leng lui

before sunday mean saturday

i cant sleep

keep thinking n thinking

scare ntg to talk or wat

but when i wake up

i faster go to bath n faster ask my bro got work today

cause i forget is sunday

haha

then i faster walk to bus stand

then i wait the bus the bus damn long

but nvm

cause i going to see leng lui haha

the bus come the bus is go kl de then i paid money

the uncle ask wan go where

i ask go to klang

then he give me balance

then til klang d

then i change bus lo

then at there le i go eat

but dono eat wan

drink milo think eat wat

but keep think of u only

then i eat chicken rice lo...

after that i go in walk walk walk

keep very kan chong

when i see u

i cant move my eye on u

keep see on u

then we go in cinema

i keep see u

and many thing o

u know i know can d

i very happy cause can with u

after 1 movie

the 2 movie more happy lo

happy til night cant sleep le

haha

my 1 thing already give u le

happy til i cant sleep o

then we go lavendar eat

eat nasi lemak eat til cannot finish then i help u eat

got ur kao sui o

haha

so sweet

then wait u go back that time

i keep wan take pic with u cause i wan rmb that

we go out is so sweet memorie de

haha

i wan go out again n .......

haha

my heart is always be urside rmb this

happy go lucky...haha